I think i want to go into deep conclusion on a subject, a subject that i have no idea what it should be yet. Schools kinda hard. i do NOT like 7th grade, nor do i enjoy science. I fell in love with the naked brothers band all over again. I have been writing my stories, and music but it all kinda sucks in a way.
I feel like no one understands me, like i could use someone to talk to. Someone i could trust. Right now that's nobody in my life. My parents care about me, but they around a teenage girl in high school. They aren't very much help. I started writing in a journal diary type thing, i can wright my feelings down, but no one is there to talk back. i guess all i need is a friend. Well i better get going. Bye.
Um, so the big break up.
Would you call it wierd dating someone 3 years younger? He did. We broke up so its all over. Truth is, i realized soemthing: Guys are idiots, and im better off on my own.
How on earth did i ever like him? Urg, im getting frustrated because i think i still do. I gotta go, bye.
Okay. i wake up one morning and realize, i don't no who i am. i try my best to figure it out, but im who everyone wants me to be. i couldn't be me, that wouldn't be the world. no one wins, ever. your either sick, in trouble, or in pain in some way. weather your grounded, or your hurt or you feel alone, you cant change it. believe me, i have tried. and nothing helps. i mean i can be with my friends, but never really there. its like im alone, because its not me. i don't even no who i am. this summer i intend of figuring it out. goodbye barbie dolls, and hello teenage life. i get to spend my time with the computer, t.v. and sleep. wish me luck.
gulp. world here i come.
gulp. world here i come.
Wanna no?
Wanna no what i hate? When someone assumes something, then tells, and you get in trouble. Life is crazy, stupid, and suckish. Plus, you still gotta be nice! It really makes me mad, and another word momma dont like me to say. well i assume you dont care, so i will go now. kbye!
Doodle Pad
Song Quotes:
"somebody tell my head to try tell my heart that im better off without you,"
"i cried never gonna hold the hand of another guy 2 young but then they told her waitin for the love of a traveling soldier, our love will never end waitin for my soldier to come back again never born to be alone and the letter said a soldiers comming home,"
"you always said the day you'd leave me would be a cold day in july, here comes that cold day in july,"
"It aint nothin but a heart break town,"
Random Quotes:
"It will be as if i never existed,"
"If i had to choose between loving you and breathing i would use my last breath to say i love you,"
"Im so sick of trying, tired of crying, yeah im smiling, but on the inside im dying,"
"Sometimes you gotta push through the tears fake a smile, shut up, and walk away,"
"Im the one who wrote i love you in the boys bathroom- I'll do anything for you,"
New Game: kill moms computer
So, If you didnt know, my mothers the writer of "by his design" you can go to it at www.meandyouplus2.blongspot.com Well she installed something called stress relief, and you can use a hammer, chain saw, termites, lasor,gun, and more. Well i like to squish the termites with a large stamp. Lol. Well i will go, i guess bye bye.
LaLa, random! Eclipse!
Hey, So i havent been on, i no. But heres a pic of me and eclipse!! Aint she the cuteset!!! im so suprised she was still!! well coment on this post on some kindda topic, i will research and i will do a news article thing!!! k byee!
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