Well, hello beautiful(:

How are you? Yes, babe; I’m back. New lap top. Nothing to do; So I will make more posts. Don’t act upset, I know you like hearing from me(:

I just thought I would do a hole post saying how bored I am. Nothing to do. Stupid natural disaster tore up the power. I hate the fact 164 people, so far, died. 206 found in total. Freakin’ sucks.

Kait is actually happy. Believe it or not. I Found out something. I am in love(:

FINALLY, I found someone I want to be with forever(: Yay. So, I’m gonna go. Kbye.

im back!

I think i want to go into deep conclusion on a subject, a subject that i have no idea what it should be yet. Schools kinda hard. i do NOT like 7th grade, nor do i enjoy science. I fell in love with the naked brothers band all over again. I have been writing my stories, and music but it all kinda sucks in a way.
I feel like no one understands me, like i could use someone to talk to. Someone i could trust. Right now that's nobody in my life. My parents care about me, but they around a teenage girl in high school. They aren't very much help. I started writing in a journal diary type thing, i can wright my feelings down, but no one is there to talk back. i guess all i need is a friend. Well i better get going. Bye.

Um, so the big break up.

Would you call it wierd dating someone 3 years younger? He did. We broke up so its all over. Truth is, i realized soemthing: Guys are idiots, and im better off on my own.

How on earth did i ever like him? Urg, im getting frustrated because i think i still do. I gotta go, bye.

Well then.

Okay, so im dating a 15 year old and im 12. like it matters? But it does and my mother insisted on me telling my father... yay. I was at the table and pointed out that he was 3 years older than mother. Well we talked and stuff now here's how things ended:

We can still date.

I cant go to Bekah's to see him

My father needs to meet him.

I haven't figured out if my father approves if i can see him at Bekah"s again, i think he will have to come over here to see me.

Dance with me- Drew Seeley.

Best song ever:

Follow me into my world
Let your worries fade with every
step you take
Baby whatcha' waiting for
Let the tango take control
Feel the music inside your soul (Oh)
My hand is out, just grab a hold

Watch time fade away
My arms will keep you safe
It's just you and me
Dancing in this dream

Whatever you do, don't wake me up
The feeling's real won't let it
stop, no

CHORUS
Don't be afraid, take my hand
Forget the world
Will you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente
Trust in me, take a chance
Feel the Tango
When you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente

Now I have you next to me
Everything is how it should be (ooh yeah)
Baby, don't fight the feeling
We're floating on the clouds
If I could, I'd never come back down (no no)
Baby just keep on groovin' groovin'

As time fades away
My arms will keep you safe
It's just you and me
Dancing in this dream

WHatever you do, don't wake me up
The feeling's real, won't let it
stop, no

CHORUS
Don't be afraid, take my hand
Forget the world
Will you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente
Trust in me, take a chance
Feel the Tango
When you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente

Dance with me
(I'm dancing with you)
For this moment in time
(My dreams have come true)
My darling just dance with me
If only one night

CHORUS
Don't be afraid, take my hand
Forget the world
Will you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente
Trust in me, take a chance
Feel the Tango
When you dance, dance with me
Podemos bailar eternamente

Okay. i wake up one morning and realize, i don't no who i am. i try my best to figure it out, but im who everyone wants me to be. i couldn't be me, that wouldn't be the world. no one wins, ever. your either sick, in trouble, or in pain in some way. weather your grounded, or your hurt or you feel alone, you cant change it. believe me, i have tried. and nothing helps. i mean i can be with my friends, but never really there. its like im alone, because its not me. i don't even no who i am. this summer i intend of figuring it out. goodbye barbie dolls, and hello teenage life. i get to spend my time with the computer, t.v. and sleep. wish me luck.
gulp. world here i come.

Wanna no?

Wanna no what i hate? When someone assumes something, then tells, and you get in trouble. Life is crazy, stupid, and suckish. Plus, you still gotta be nice! It really makes me mad, and another word momma dont like me to say. well i assume you dont care, so i will go now. kbye!